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BRIGHTON

by Joe Sorensen

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1.
PROLOGUE 02:08
This is not a work of art It's a fucking diary But if I sing it and I share it And it somehow sets you free Then maybe heartbreak has a purpose When it brings me to my knees The setting sun is what connects us It's not just only me So let's sing into the shadows Though the silent echo screams It was ours that sang the first notes You gave my sorrow harmony He said, "That's something that is taught" Well, he was wrong, like when he left It is something that is felt When you find your heart bereft So sing it how you feel fit And if the doctor says, "It's wrong" Then the song was never meant for him It was yours and mine alone This is not a work of art It's a fucking diary But the song was always yours and mine It was something to believe
2.
You said you never wanted songs about you I said I never wanted you to leave I guess that neither of us got what we want The only time we ever disagreed The thought this could be my final first kiss Fell fast and heavy like I always do But this time you were fallin' right there with me We kept on fallin' 'til we fell on through And now I'm sittin' in my city thinkin' 'bout the week I spent in yours Never knowin' it would be the only time I'd walk your floors Gettin' on a plane and plannin' when I'd see your place again Never knew in seven days you'd bring us to a sudden end The head, the heart, like you and I were dancing Now like your head I'm left to dance alone I want to blame you, but I know these steps well You didn't know the things you didn't know Are you thinkin' of me now? It's nine, the time we'd make our nightly calls Or was it easy leavin' me? I thought we broke your walls Haven't heard a single word from you since you hung up the phone And I know that's how it goes, but I fall fast and move on slow I fall fast and move on slow There's no going back, but it still takes time To move on from the past, I thought that you were mine I had a hope but now goodbye is all I have Future dreams are now just figments of the past There's no going back, but it still takes time To move on from the past, I thought that you were mine I had a hope but now goodbye is all I have Future dreams are now just figments of the past You didn't know the things you didn't know I didn't know the things I didn't know We didn't know the things we didn't know You didn't know the things you didn't know I didn't know the things I didn't know We didn't know the things we didn't know
3.
DSM TO DEN 02:29
I met you in an airport, at first our flights aligned Played cribbage in a coffee shop until departure time One minute in anxiety and the next one spent in awe I couldn’t wait to touch down in Denver, it seemed to take so long I thought we’d make this airline home until we built our own Weekend flights and calls at night, let what we started grow Window seats with perfect views of the miles in between Dreaming of the days to come, just the doctor and me We found when we were in the air yours landed before mine I asked if you would wait for me, you promised that you tried Everything in transit, I was living in between You wanted something permanent, but you wouldn’t wait for me I thought we’d make this airline home until we built our own Weekend flights and calls at night, let what we started grow Window seats with perfect views of the miles in between Dreaming of the days to come, just the doctor and me I booked a flight back home alone, I guess I should have known Expect an unexpected change when you make an airline home I see why Andrew sang of airports: there’s no answers there Just passengers and passports going up and down the stairs I met you in an airport, at first our flights aligned It took a while to realize we had different landing times
4.
I used to send you songs Now I listen on my own This one says, "There was a sign" But you gave me none In the morning we were strong But by nightfall you were gone The exile came in a call There was nothing I could do I change the record And this one talks of shit and trousers We only live life forwards We only learn it backwards I know that's not what he means But it's worth remembering I wanna walk in reverse Before I flew to Denver Holding on while letting go You're in my mind though I'm alone Going back while moving on A broken heart for someone's song I change the tape, the final verse Says, "All are sorry for our hurt" And I want to feel sad for you But you left me with no reason to This seems so easy for you A word and goodbye Do you feel anything? Am I alone in that, too?
5.
I'm diggin' in a graveyard searchin' for something to resurrect So many skeletons, so many shadows I long to reconnect And there were sheep in wolves' clothing And the ones I drove away Every face still feels familiar I remember every name I've learned and long to try again Is it too late to make amends? What could I say to gain a second chance? I've learned and long to try again Is it too late to make amends? What could I say to gain a second chance? There's an answer in that question I come upon a gravestone and it says: Your Name Goes Here Until you learn to kill control they will always disappear I tried to make you love me And I tried to make you stay And now I'm trying to bring you back to me I tried to make you love me And I tried to make you stay And now I'm trying to bring you back to me I've learned nothing, I've learned nothing I'm haunted by the ghost of false control Searching for something it could never hold The only way that I can save my soul Is to let go I'm haunted by the ghost of false control Searching for something it could never hold The only way that I can save my soul Is to let go I was diggin' in a graveyard searchin' for something to resurrect I came upon a gravestone, it said: You are all that's left
6.
I was whole before I met you I carved a space for us to share Choice is always a sacrifice And I thought that you were mine I was wise and I was foolish Lived life ten steps ahead You brought me back to reality When you said you couldn’t make a space for me “Couldn’t” or “wouldn’t” – was it forced or choice? Who are we really under all that noise? Do we sell ourselves a tired lie? The truth is written in the ways we try The space I made for us was sacred And now it feels just like a hole But it was made with best intentions And that’s what I need to hold Creation needs a space to thrive You didn’t have a place for mine Everything will one day die I just thought we had more time It takes two to make a sacred space Such a beautiful duality Maybe the lesson I need to learn Is to make space in all the parts of me
7.
As a dog returns to vomit I dove headfirst into hell A sea of scrolling faces That I know so very well Anything to replace you And the choice I couldn’t change I’ll settle for a shadow If I might forget your name The answer is a problem But it’s the only thing I want Addiction and distraction Down a path to self-destruct A screen of names and faces All trying to connect I came for the wrong reason To escape and not reflect I’m drunk on possibilities For a moment I forget And then I see a face like yours And it all comes rushing back The answer is a problem But it’s the only thing I want Addiction and distraction Down a path to self-destruct I claimed a new beginning But I’m somehow here again Until I learn to face my pain The cycle never ends I’m filling a hole with a shadow I’m filling a hole with a shadow I left part of my soul in Colorado I’m filling a hole with a shadow Slow down, breathe, rewind You’ll be okay in time Slow down, breathe, rewind You’ll be okay in time Am I too far gone to save myself? Can I undo the damage done? Will I make another false resolve? Or face the things I can’t outrun?
8.
PSALM 23 04:01
Though I walk through the valley Of the shadow of memory The mountains are tinged in light The Red Rocks kissed by sunrise We walked by still waters An afternoon spent at the lake We lay in green pastures Watched the clouds slowly float away And it’s easy to focus on my hurt Even the past joy is pain But you brought me so much laughter You still take my breath away You sharpened the best in me Inspired me to write And it hurts to dwell here long On the sorrow of delight And it’s easy to focus on my hurt Even the past joy is pain But you brought me so much laughter You still take my breath away You still takes my breath away There’s beauty at the end of the day I’d never take my time back It’s so heavy but it’s all that I have This still takes my breath away There’s beauty at the end of the day I’d never take my time back It’s so heavy but it’s all that I have
9.
THE END 03:56
I’ve grown tired of writing songs about you Letting you live inside my head It was helpful while my heart was hurting But now there’s nothing left unsaid This is the end This is the end Carving space and asking who I am Digging in graveyards, giving up control Chasing shadows and living in airports You made me better, you left me alone And this is how heartache goes, fall fast and move on slow The day comes that we accept the setting sun Holding on while letting go We didn’t know the things we didn’t know I learned more in the aftermath Than I did along the way All the same, I’d say I’m grateful I stayed in Brighton for five whole days And this is how heartache goes, fall fast and move on slow The day comes that we accept the setting sun Holding on while letting go We didn’t know the things we didn’t know And I might end up here again Writing songs when my heart breaks, when something ends But for now I can say there’s nothing left to say ‘Bout the man in the Mile High State And I might end up here again Writing songs when my heart breaks, when something ends But for now I can say there’s nothing left to say ‘Bout the man in the Mile High State And this is how heartache goes, fall fast and move on slow The day comes that we accept the setting sun Holding on while letting go We didn’t know the things we didn’t know And this is how heartache goes, fall fast and move on slow The day comes that we accept the setting sun Holding on while letting go We didn’t know the things we didn’t know Didn't know the things we didn't know Didn't know the things we didn't know Didn't know the things we didn't know
10.
THE TRUTH 01:35
I write it down with clever lines With melodies and rhymes To try to make some sense of it To find a way to make it fit But the truth is You fucking left me without warning And I was forced to face myself This will take time I sit alone and write And wonder if You think of me at night This is not a work of art, it's a fucking diary You said you never wanted songs about you I left part of my soul in Colorado

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released July 29, 2022

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Joe Sorensen Des Moines, Iowa

In the veins of Howie Day, Ed Sheeran, Ingrid Michaelson, and Augustana, Joe Sorensen has been releasing pop-, rock-, folk- influenced albums since his 2008, self-produced, debut. Using piano, acoustic guitar, vocals, and heart, Joe tells stories in the form of songs to remind us that “We are all just people / Beauty, blood, and bones / We are all just people / Scared to die alone." ... more

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